i am not happy.

i am just there.

existing.

dont get me wrong, i do not feel bad or have any mentionable issues.

but theres also nothing i could tell you, if you ask, whats going on.

or what makes my life special.

maybe it will change any time soon. but for now my everyday life means nothing.

no purpose. and its hard for me moving on without knowing why of for who.

its probably not very hard for you to understand.

feeling lost and lonely is common these days.

but it shouldnt.

miserable.